Those things, that are supposed to be forgotten, are still there.

Whenever I start to forget them, something pops out, and here we go, memories flash back.

Several more months, I am going to put everything into shredder.  Everything.  And I will be back.



Today my coworker told me that my personality is more like a guy than a girl.
Some close friends told me before so I was not surprised. 
I was more interested in the way he told me.  My coworker said he only started to recognize it after he met me more 7 or 8 times because I appeared as a more quiet and girly girl in the beginning, and it can be a good advantage....
Why did I think it was interesting?  Because one or two people used to give the totally opposite opinion about me.  They told me that I am actually very girly though I appeared as a cold-blood and well-controlled woman in the beginning.  Who are they? ...Guys who were used to be very close to me for over a year...
Maybe friends and dates are just different.  Maybe it's just risky to let  someone starts to get to know you too well...oops.