Just saw something I absolutely don't want to see in my life.

Then suddenly realized that it will take a little more time for me to be ...as fine as I want to be

17 more days, it's going to be a year, 17 days plus 30 makes it a period.
How many more days do I still need to see the whole drama a piece of laugh.

Can't count.  So the best thing to do is to go to sleep now.